You were nonchalant, strong, and unaffected
And you never wanted me to be there
I never saw your heart, that's how close you kept it
So right now I'm so unsure how to care
Jordin Sparks
Welcome to the Window. I'm really groggy right now, haven't been sleeping much recently, so my thoughts here may be really incoherent. Feeling pretty empty at the moment. I don't want to go out, I don't want to do anything really. Just, nothing.
I have a question for you. When you're the one people turn to for help, and are looking to for support, who or what do you have to turn to when you need it yourself? You'll find that to those "friends" who turned to you, you were nothing more than a towel for them to rub their tears off onto. Yes, I'm back on the whole using friends issue. I can't stand it. I'm stuck here, with no idea what to do. I suppose I should take my own advice, but it's always easier to prescribe the medicine to someone, than take it yourself right?
Smile =]
Take it easy everyone.
Studio B
- Mark
- When you need to wake up in the morning, and set the right mood for the day, when you need to escape from the overwhelming everything of life. What do you turn to? How do you describe your core without speaking aloud, without having to talk to someone about it? This is how. Music. Lyrics. Poetry. Do you feel it? Do you? It's here, it's everywhere, locked within you, within the most tone deaf of us. It's begging to be released, become unleashed in a tearing chord, a crying melody, soulful harmony, dying lyric. You feel it yet? It's concealed here, within every word that I write. This is my release. I want you to see it, to feel it with me. This pure expression of every tangible and imaginable emotion known and unknown to man. To me. Welcome to The Window.