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Monday, May 18, 2009

The Reason

You want to know why I can't sleep?
Why my insomnia's not a medical trauma
It's the lies that I hear, that I'm forced to keep
Because they're told so I'm not hurt, no drama
But it's bullshit, you hear me, fucking bullshit
Don't lie, don't ever fucking lie
Do you want to know it
The reason why?
You want to know why I've got red raw wrists
Why I've bled till I'm dizzy and passing out
All because my friends just have to insist
On lying to my face, so I never know about
The bullshit they do, behind my back
And it's the reason
The reason
No other, really
That I'm like this right now.

Fuck you all, you'll never read this anyway.