Can we play a little game just to pass the time
So I can be distracted from these heavy thoughts in my mind
I tried to sing it all away but they broke right through
And now it's worse than what it was because I'm thinking of you
I struggle when I try to find the words for this
It's too hard to speak when your heart is falling to bits
And every call between us makes it even harder to breathe
And every breath that follows feels like I've been cut open to bleed
I find myself holding onto the phone
Praying for your call in the times I feel so alone
But I feel like a fool, hoping and praying
For something that'll never happen, not in this life that I'm staying