Forgetting To Remember

There are days you need to know
Then those which mean nothing
Some help you grow
Most do nothing
Another where your heart you'll show
Still, nothing

What am I telling myself?
That I don't want to be reminded
Or the need to lose it all
Renews its grip on me

This shit doesn't even rhyme
Should I even bother?
Mind you, it saves me time
But I'll still write another

Scars

Scored a line in my arm
It hurt like hell
But it reminds me
Compassion got me here
I wish I had a black heart
Something to show I fell
In front of you all to see
And what none will ever witness
Is my single tear

That Day

And til I see her again
Before grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in something worthwhile
That mightn't leave my side
Sing this song tonight
As you hold your lover's hand

Eyes locked onto mine
Lips barely touching
Breathe together
Pulse beat in time

Then wake up
From the apparition
Of a happily ever after

Fuck sleeping
All I get is brokenness

Lie To Me

No more words
You just say untruths
Even if you swear
It was all unlies
I can't believe you

Building Up

What's the matter?
Nothing.
Come on, tell me.
Nothing, damn it.
There's something on your mind.
After all these years,
I can read you from your eyes.
It's telling me the fears.
I'm fine, I'll get through.
Who cares what I think anyway?
It's not anything new,
Plus, there's always hell to pay.
All I want is a little peace,
Some quiet to ease my pain.
This migraine will never cease.
I'm suffering quietly, always the same.
You sure?
Yes.
No.

Seven Sonnets For Her

This is a series of sonnets written from a man to his lover, beginning with his first sighting of her, followed by his descriptions of her features which enrapture his heart, mind and soul. Following this, he begins to talk about their relationship, which begins off as smoothly as any other. However, this love is struck by disease, which takes her life, leaving the man despondent and alone, his only hope resting in the possibility of joining her in heaven. I wrote these sonnets last year for my English creative piece. I hope you enjoy them.




Sonnet One.
[Vision]

They say the first impression is the key
Which opens up the doors to any love
Releasing forth a tide of feelings free
The blessings of the cupid's aim above
Jolting every sense in mind and body
Then slowly paralyzing every thought
This poison? Or is't something benignly
Caressing restless soul, precious love caught
Mere script hold not enough expressions deep
To flaunt and flourish this which plagues me so
Such blatant, brazen feelings thieve my sleep
And in my dreams these seeds of love do sow
No words remain to say of this, embossed
Far too deep in my heart, it's all but lost


Sonnet Two
[Windows]

A pair of eyes too deep, no man could fathom
Enthralling constantly my craving will
Wary not, I risk myself lost in the chasm
Which are your mystifying orbs, tranquil
Windows to your soul, they mislead my view
Yet constantly search for you inside
That which you guard by sea of brightest blue
For eternity will I try melt your pride
Barring all, spare none, to inner self
All who look, deception and rejection
Greets them, when the look into this ice shelf
The only cold, harsh, hurting reflection
Oh eyes, oh eyes, the icy diamonds hard
Intriguing, taunting, pulling at my heart


Sonnet Three
[Stirrer]

Tainted with the tempting taste of trick'ry
Twisting tales of truth laden with sweet lies
These lips of thine have tweaked the lines of mock'ry
Till lips of mine lust for your taste, they cry
Taken by your words spun with tongue of fire
Teasing all my tumultuous passions
Tenderly, with voice of heavenly choir
Thrilling me to desperate obsession
Tincture be your words to all my sorrows
Time and time again, the most soothing balm
Trading hurts for love promised tomorrow
Treasure, this be, for naught like this can calm
Trepidation melts, with all worldly woes
Tears, my gratitude for this love that flows


Sonnet Four
[Commitment]

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Or perhaps naught can truly bring justice
This radiance, now mine to hold and say
Aloud of my rejoicing and promise
To you, I give the world, both heart and soul
My body for your will, and yours alone
Keep it, love it, hold it, make it your toll
For me, your will is worth more than any stone
Your love, I shall hold dear for eternity
As it graces my life for years to come
No weapon formed against me shall vict'ry
When love so strong protects my heart and home
I promise thee, oh dearest in my life
Ever present shall I be, even in strife


Sonnet Five
[Jubilee]

We dance away the time spent together
No hindrances exist to hide such joy
Frolicking in a world for us, fore'er
Such greatness in this love, I'm overjoyed
Necessity to repeat o'er and o'er
My exuberance has no restriction
Unconfined this of mine has no laws
To alter or to bind, my pure addiction
When love of mine with yours meets and combines
A fireworks display could never match
If looked upon with bare unhindered eyes
This vision, so powerful the mind would catch
Joy of joys, heart of hearts, unfold in mine
Sibilance, grace and love returned in kind


Sonnet Six
[Stricken]

Woe, such woe, ensnares this passion from me
Whence came this dreaded affliction, to you
With want to thieve our love, and take with glee
Wavering-not, my love, my life, soul too
Without you, most assuredly I die
Wakeless in a sleep so lonely, depressed
Waiting, praying for a miracle d'vine
Wilting as the gloom around, hope supress
Wasted life, spurned love, products of this
Why, oh why, such cancerous plague must crush
Weathered bond, that has through all never ceased
Wafer thin now, as death leans close to touch
Wailing anguished'ly as you slip away
While the final sleep comes to rob our day


Sonnet Seven
[Aftermath]

Quiet is the world, when you're not b'side me
Missing you, a pain no mortal could bare
Superhuman I have become, to see
Myself survive this quake, through my heart tear
Nothing remains to give, or take inside
Nothing but emptiness pursues my will
This disaster of unmatched burden, quiet
Destroying all but primal urge to kill
Revenge on what? Can mere man strike disease
With sword, or fist, or any weapon known
Helpless I am, to wreak my vengeance pleas
Gone, art thou, forever from world around
But Heaven shall open its gates for me
To join you, love you, for eternity

Shun

Time for a little premonition
Of the devastation
That's hitting our nations
With the need for domination
Soon there'll be the revelation
Followed by a desperation
For all of us in equivocation
Then lost to the federation
In survival, we forget consideration
And well deserved compensation
Ignored by tuning into another station
Stealing us with our fixation

Amidst the noise
We lose ourselves
Fuck it all

Push Me Over

Be something you won't regret
Someone for someone to never forget

Then, when you've made it
Just push me over

Too Easy

I wanted to try
And if I did, everything
Would have been
So different, it seems
Now we just cry
As if we had nothing
Couldn't have seen
This coming, in our dreams

Red To Black - Fort Minor

Slipping through the cracks
Sip a little jack
Go to bed half dead
What about the rent
Why does every cent got to be a bet
When's it going to end
Oh my God we don't have a penny left
My mum's gotta find a way
To get a job, out of debt, out of dodge
Out of breath, out of this big problem
My pops wants to get away from the pain
In a better place in his brain
But the medication he takes
Makes him wasted
So sick he was going to think
The good Lord would come take him
I'm shaking him
Wake up you son of a bitch!

Life For One

Came death in another
Form or shape or strength
Upon a lonely listless day
We called it life
A pulse will die
Eyes that shone
Always dim
Living is to die
To die would give life
What to do?

Happiness

Quietly, it will come soon
I've waited too long for her
She sits under the shade
Of a sun in the afternoon
Looking out forever
Knowing she's got it made
Happiness, I call her
Happy, she names herself

We Run This

Ours
This is it
Everything we see
Whatever we want
Take it, mold it
Break it, twist it
To a sweeping sensation
Of pride and power
It's our city
To burn

Heaven Knows

Such is this need
That heartbroken
Is what I'll plead
Hide under this cloak and
Quietly bleed

Love - Hate Of Late

Want to hold you
Can't stand the pain
You brought me
Or I upon myself
Either way
This is getting to be
Something else
That'll tear down
One way or another
Apocalyptic pressure
Disheveled slumber
Craving it all, and none
Say when it's over

Please

Just get out of my head
If you don't, I'll collapse
Over and over again, this happens
In one day, out another
Yeah, it's kicking in once more
I'm going crazy here
Can you see that this is all
I've got that pulls me back
Every damn time, right to the start

To a time I want to forget
I have to forget
But I won't. Ever.

Would You Know

When I cry
There's no one to see it
So I'm known
To be the heartless
The strongest and the fortress

You won't see it
Never have, never will
The weekends aren't weekends
They're just filled
With a tear or two

So why don't you
Just come back around
For a visit sometime
You might even hear me
In the back room

Velo-city

Moving at a speed
So fast we'll hit ourselves
This place isn't for time
But for time's child
Faster than ever
Build up, tear down
All in a breath
That's the velocity
Of Velo-City

For The Time

There'll be a tune to rock you
One that'll shake and shatter
Make you scream till you're blue
Cry like it doesn't matter
Soon comes the song to hold
Melt in your hands when touched
Keep you warm in the darkest cold
Another to shake off the dust
Every harmony, melody
It becomes another remedy
For an aching heart, to calmest soul
Wait for the song, to your heart it will call

Refuse

Before I can find peace
In such a life I lead
Before these wars cease
For crimes not mine I'll bleed
So hold up a hand
Ask for a little time
To be left for us to stand
Watch the sun shine

Remember This Tonight

To say that he waits patiently for her
Is a truth never to be spoken
A he lives on in a dream, unsure
Where his heart is constantly broken
The sun rises and falls, no fears
No wonder he never wants to be woken
Tales of love twisted amongst the tears
And pure happiness is just a token

Over Under

In this sleepy little town
A boy loved a girl
They'd walk hand in hand around
When this boy loved this girl

Long story short, she broke his heart
Left it to die on the sidewalk
She's slowly moved on, made her new start
But the boy still waits by the sidewalk

Heartbreaker - Teryaki Boyz

She's got me spinning
I must be dreaming
I'm going crazy
Some. Body. Help. Me.

Fury

A fire
Burning
Greater
Hotter
Fiercer
Stronger
Filled with fury
Frustration over what
Can't be done to help
We're going nuclear
Going... Going... Going...

If You Saw This

You'd know it was for you
But it wouldn't make a difference
Wouldn't change a thing
Remembering hurts
Angel of mercy, how did you find me
How did you pick me up again
Angel of mercy, how did you move me
Why am I on my feet again?
I see you

My Middle Name

How can I say let it go
Yet I'm stuck where I was
Pulled back by a waning hope
Of you coming back to me
Can you recall it? What you said?
Remember, it was a wraith of maybe
If you love something, it'll come back
Co I can't say let it go
Your what I'm still waiting for

Property Of

There's a bullet with my name on it
Coming from a gun with yours
Bought with money of his
Given by her out of spite

So, who kills me in the end?

Post Depression Depression

We're at the chapter
Where it's too bleak to say
Wear and tear is tolling

Realise the mistakes
Real eyes see them
Real lies can cover it all

Hold Me Now

The brightness is falling
Piercing light breaking the shadows
And when it comes to pass
When this shine pierces morning
Hold me now

There's that golden beam
Slowly, watch it reach down
Down where this darkness reigns
And it's all that can save you
Hold me now

Just hold me now
Never let me go
Because with this dawn
I'll slowly fade till I'm gone
Hold me now

Track Thirty-Three

So I'm recording an RnB song. It's typically corny, cliche, and involves Shakespeare! The cultured MC I am. If you want to hear it to have something to laugh at, ask me and I'll send it too you, guaranteed to brighten up your day with a touch of stupidity and failed romantic attempts for sure.

Welcome to the Window, once again, it's been a while since I added to the Chronicle, which I only recently created, and I'm not really sure what to write.
It's been twenty minutes, and the best I've got is...
Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, or the ears, or touch. Let's not say something is shit anymore, because to the person who created it or discovered it may have gone to extreme lengths and efforts to bring it about. From now on, let's say we simply don't like it. That'll be enough I reckon. Smile =]

Take it easy everyone.

Leaving

At first, I was scared
What things would be like
Without you around
We planned a way for you to stay

That was back when
Instinct kicked in first
Masking the potential truth
Echoing what I really felt

To think I made a promise
Over a pledged lie

Say Goodbye

I Remember You

Like he remembered her
Just as she couldn't forget him
One day he'll forget her
And she won't remember him
But
That won't matter
I remember you
Like you remember me

A Little Freestyling

Rap because it's just so cool
Say that I dropped out of school
Hang a chain around my neck
Let you know I represent

Reppin' for the dumbest lie
An untruth spun for sucker's ears
It's covering up my red school tie
What's real is not what it appears

So let us rap, stay fresh, ill, dope
Cause chicks dig rhymes that a gangster wrote
This is meaningless, I won't deny
But it still makes me feel damn fly