Perhaps I'll start this ordinary day
in a smile of drugged self-control
Leave one half behind, locked away
Lover of the hell which could unfold
This is how I have to live this life
Obsessed with freedom, suppressed to survive
Kill the slow hours with some work
Especially when the mind slips, weak
Every breath counts, the control hurts
Pent up stress slowly building, relief seek
Maybe this glass will help me
Even though I know hell will unleash
Slowly, the bonds break, get ready
As the fun begins, life looks great
Nothing can stop me now, I said get ready!
Enough! Let the fucking mind games begin!